soo.. i feel miserable most of the time.. so sick.. of being cheated and i feel sorry for myself more rather than for others -.- yes.. very selfish of me but it happens when i feel terribly stupid @ times like now like tt.. if i could ask ﷲ for any info.. tt would most probably be when i would die.. so arr.. i can find the exact time to say 'bye bye, see u laterz' to whoever, to dig my own grave and still bargain for a discount over my plot area.. and finally die praising ﷲ.. but the problem is nobody can ever tell when.. not that im suicidal or anything.. just thinking..


fly kite sua ehh